For once i got rid of the iron shakles which had been binding me for long...as long as i can remember..
and what did i do ??go all the way with this guy. yeah we made love.
well he was not a random person. he had been a class mate and never did i see him as anything other then a friend.though i must admit i had a lil crush on him...
then we met after a year and sparks flew...i feel i have lived a lifetime in the few days we were together. i felt free i felt alive. i felt as if even i matter. and i didnt stop myself this time. i told myself..let me take each moment at a time..enough of living life by plans. no more planning now.
i knew i would be seeing him after that, i was leaving town. probably that was one more reason to go ahead with whatever was happening.
but i dont love him nor does he..we r in touch now but i know it wont be for long. ..
do i feel guilty?? no i dont. becoz for once i have realized what it is like to be held so close..so that u can hear each others heartbeats.