m in chennai now.came here on work. feeling really lonely and sad.just feel like crying all the time. i dont know if i want to do my job ..want to be in the place i m now...infact i donno what i want from life...nothing is working out the way i want them to.

i have moved around so many places in th elast 8 years that i feel i really do not belong to any place!! i become comfortable in a place.. make friends.. and next what ??ohh.. life suddenly takes me to  new place. i m now afraid to get attached to anybody coz i always have this voice at the back of my mind..they wont be here for long..
what ever i like or love just vanish after a point of time.
i m not sure if th epeople who wished me b'day this year will be there next year around. infact i m not sure that the guy who stayed awake till 12 to wish me will be around next year..
probably i give that impression that i dont care but i do .i really do.. it's just my insecurities which hold me back before i get too attached...